.

I swear the shit you do, contradicts the person I thought I knew,

Never thought I could be wrong, I knew I was cause the evidence is so strong,

I never thought you’d have the power to break me, but you left me lonely,

For that, Do I hate you? This feeling is ugly,

But you played me,

Like I was a video game,

But all you wanted was fame,

You got caught though, so it’s game over,

You’re going to regret this when your sober.

I might be a little broken, but nobody can break me not completely. You said you’d be strong, I know I’m in the wrong, but right now the hurt is clouding my judgement. I need to be like cement, strong, but sometimes even cement breaks, and all the aches and pains, all my losses and gains,seems lost in my brain. See this will only be a stain in the future, something that could’ve been an alternate future if only you’d seen what we could have had.

I know we were constrained by all the shit by sometimes we just gotta push through it. And we gotta fight for what we want, you said you want me so why aren’t you fighting? Because I’m so sure I am, not giving up, but I’m stuck. Borderline crazy, I don’t know if you miss me, but I don’t think you see. My heart breaking was something I was afraid of, something that’s already happened but I’ve had enough. I’m not going to be apologetic.

People want to judge us, screw them, don’t throw me under the bus. I thought we were meant for each other, the thought that you’ll be with another, scares me to no end, and I could see the bend, and I’m moving so fast I’m going to crash. Please just don’t let us turn to ash.  Because I am not a pheonix I can’t come back, I’m scared of things fading to black.

Please fight back. I can’t do this alone.  I need to stay on track, maybe I should just put down the phone.

Worth it

And every person that’s going through shit

and every person who’s been told their worth it

and every person who feels like giving up

or is stuck,

every person is a little broken.

But they can be put back together, believe me,

Nobody’s a humpty dumpty.

And If you feel you can’t be put back together,

there’s super glue for everything, I’ll hold you together forever

Some kid had to see his parents fight,

and I know it seems dark, but he’ll find a light

and she’ll never leave his side,

and the girl who cried

herself to sleep,

she’ll find someone deep

who’ll die to see her smile,

The person who feels lonely

They’ll always have someone like me.

Someone who’ll be there for them, I just hope they’ll be

alright, all of them, because a broken soul is a strong soul

And It might seem like these lyrics have no goal

but I’m writing this so everyone who’s feeling a low,

will eventuall know,

that things get better I swear,

You’ll be okay, You’ll find a place where,

there isn’t any hurt,

no dirt,

no bullshit,

I’m just writing to tell you

You really are worth it.

 

 

 

 

Numb

You think I’m just going to let this go?

Turn as cold as snow?

And drift away?

I don’t wanna leave any day.

You should know I’m not oing to let you be thrown under the bus,

I’ll take the blame for you, for us.

Please don’t tell me to move on.

You’re far from gone.

And I know we fight sometimes,

But it feels like I can’t live without you at times.

And for a moment I substitute you with a rhyme,

but lately I’ve been rhyming too much,

I guess I miss the rush,

the feel of being with you.

But now you’re gone, I don’t know what to do.

I want to make you smile, you used to light my world up,

Lately it’s been dark and lately I’ve been stuck.

It’s like I need a crutch to move a bit,

and I can take pain but this hit,

isn’t something I can get up from,

without you I feel so numb.

 

 

This Pain

I thought I wanted fame,

but no I wanted what fame bought me

I thought I was playing a game,

until I lost what was important to me,

and it was only then that I coul see,

I don’t care about the money or the fame, it’s only you

I care about and there’s nothing I can do,

Because you are the person who makes me feel like this,

sleepless nights got me aching for a kiss,

please come back I miss you like crazy,

I think I’m going crazy,

because I see reminders of you everywhere,

I need you like air,

and lately I’ve been suffocating,

but right before I’m about to go, I’ve been recicitated.

Not allowed an escape,

not allowed to eradicate this feeling of hate

from the inside of me,

someone help, this path is too lonely,

but does being alone, give me the power to independency?

Or is it to comdemn me for all the mistakes I’ve made because honestly

I’ve made a lot,

I jut wanna end it, with a gunshot.

Fighting

Sometimes we need a little light,
because in the dark, it's tough to keep up the fight.
Sometimes it's easier to give up 
when you're helpless and stuck.

Sometimes fighting is the only choice we see,
Sometimes fighting can get a little lonely.
And with no one by you're side,
You can get a little tired.

Then like me, 
you slowly,
give up,
And stop fighting when your stuck.